stops

I used to drink, but that stopped. I used to have fun, but that stopped. I used to write, but that stopped. Everything stopped. One day, it just all stopped. Why did this happen? Have I changed? Has my body succumbed to the pills and the prescription. I try to smile but I just can't anymore. All my friends have deserted me. I'm a dead man. I try to see myself in other people but I just can't relate. My doctor says this will all pass. It's just a phase but I see things differently. But it looks grim from the bottom up. Watching someone pass in front of you will do that. Multiply that by 2. In the same month. I'm so sick of it all. Then it all just stops. And I'm normal again.