myself

Where am I today? Hide n seek with my alter ego. Watching his every move inside me. Looking in the mirror for hope. I do not see myself. I see images of what I used to be, nothing more, nothing less. Have I changed? Ask questions you may never get answers to. Think outside the box when the box closes you in deep despair and trembling. When the worst part is over, the mind can begin fresh again. You may never see the goodness in a person, but you'll always have that instinct to love one another. Bar room fights and Pepsi cans, leading their way to mass consumption of both blood and caffeine. He broke my nose but I still fought back. My tears drain out of their sockets and down my face for no apparent reason, just because. I eat nothing yet I look terrible. I starve to make you happy. Will you love me? I'll be the best possible for you to distinguish my erratic side from the emptiness of my existence/ You watch the news but they're watching you. We view live media and we are apart of it because if we don't watch it, it won't be the same. Our collective energy creates what happens, the medium of television and radio is the answer to the flow of our lives. Flow, continuation. Happiness, love. What do you want kid? Moonshine by the bottle or love in the boudoir. Each is in sin by itself. Like a wise man once said, you can break bread and make wine into water, but you can't fly a helicopter unless you pay the man an extra 50 bucks. That is my thought for the day. Welcome.