better

i pissed and shit myself today
rumbling in the dark, laying bare
and drunk along side a cohort that knows me well
i drink to feel stupid, for is ignorance is bliss

i scratch my head like a monkey
then i look for her again, just like the search
Daniel realizes it and i speak freely
for if i cannot speak freely, i shall perish

into nothingness, for i do not read any more
i'm stuck in a place i have mentioned before
a place of meaning and lust and gentleness
for i type to no end of this madness

step away and digest
feed your head and brain and mind
but
feed your head

lost like a solider on D-DAY yet alive as a man on the boat
do you curse me into submission?
i want you to hit me as hard as you can
and then some, make me bleed from the eye

bite me, kiss me, fuck me, lie
haunt me, love me, spare me, lie
drink up, fall down, weep for me, lie
hug me, make me, jump on me, lie

where are the truths in this madness?
are there any?
for i love you yet you follow me hence
hold my bag and we'll love more

where is the bourbon?
where is the rye?
don't lie, where is the rye?
test me, tease me, drink up, lie

where else could you have much fun?
in your dwelling?
in that space between floors?
don't lie to yourself.

just be you? just be me?
just be together,
it works
better this way.