decisions

my red rubber ball
since university
has been at my side
i named him something
i forget now
but it definitely is something
i was going to go to the library today
but it's raining
i was gonna help out a store
but it was raining
so what do i do now
read and write
in my basement deep
like the rest of them
the revolutionaries in Kronshdat
did i spell that right
who knows
this latest work has been PG
i need to know if i can go farther into sexuality
break the barrier in a blog
but it would end up pulp
scattered on the floor
the decision is yours
lets fuck or lets pretend to care about what I have written
the decision is yours