grace

three days i spent in the hole
and all i hear are ghosts and howls at my windowsill
my passport screaming to keep my dreams
yelling, fortified

I woke up and i saw light
the bed, the light, the meals, the inner fight
what can stop me now
as i play piano into the ground

the story is told of a man known
next up is his friend and love
a brother of sorts
can't you figure it out

the ice thrown at my door
waking me up for my morning job
like an animal
suffocated

the leeches don't work to get the demon out
when you thought one was genuine
she touches her glasses tight
i speak but no word is heard

they feed me herbs and i can't feel time
the days that battle on
i feel weak and depraved
am i cared for? do they care?

a poor man's lunch
an exercise
only in moments of just disguise
wondering, just wondering

case studies and pills
the more the merrier
drink it down fast
before lines get blurry

in fever in time
i'm stuck
in fever in time
i am reborn

into a world where i do not speak or neither spoken for
where will they find me?
when can i break?
find me a way oh lord
find me some grace

the shadow

the shadow
it haunts me in the middle of the night
i can't bear to stand it's weakness
it has become me
it has torn me into two different directions
the goal
the growth of a boy into a man
it changes my mind
the being has found it's way
find your way
and speak from the heart
each part of makes me tremble
in fear, in lust, in sin
my body is changing
la la la la la
songs in my head
they hear my every breath
unbreakable
misunderstood
no more playing games
my growth is of utmost importance
for I see men in women bodies
and women in men bodies
is this the soul? is this the spirit?
the mirror says thank you, but i disagree
cut your hair and don't shave
become one
out of 2, go bowling with the shoes
unconciously we thrive
speaking words of an unknown source
what lays behind our subconcious
is it the mind? or is it just air?
bowie is one. bowie. ground control
harmonize. repeat after me.
the face looks the same
and the body soul and spirit thrives in it's union
no break
not now
can't hold on.
just find me there when i can't compare
the sagitarrius holds the key.

chilly

so im bouncing down the avenue
need some raisin bran
can't shit for weeks
people believe this shit, shucks
i'm still the man you brought me to be
eating the crash, smoking the doob
south africa is my friend
with a bump on his head
mouthing words to get it all right
done okay
done okay
gone, shit
all these ladies live for the rap
i live so i don't do crap
and crap where i eat
and the shit is food
all inclusive what you expect
there must be gold
find it in my tooth
bling bling
such a silly thing
dessert for breakfast
no girlfriend today
i look through my glasses, see it rise
in my easy bake oven
chilly can't compromise
they take his deals
cut them up
the will to power is all he's got

sweet tart

i got a bun in my hair
brother said beware
whatchu want from me
let it be
so i bust a cap
a sweet tart
makes the sugar feel me breath
go in my sweet tart
make my baby get all sweet tart
then i take her to bedroom
more sweet tarts
she takes off her panties
more sweet tarts
i get on the floor
we leave open the door
an asshole i be
my prick in her now
need more sweet tart
off her teat
yum yum
brother knock on the door
opens it up
get the fuck out
no more sweet tart

Aphrodite

Aphrodite, can you hear my call
Aphrodite, don't let me fall
Aphrodite, do you hear the call
baby, baby please don't let me fall

Mona Lisa, baby girl
don't make me, i'm gone away
leave it to me to find the way
I love you so, the lightningbolts, Naruda say so, (say so, say so so)

Mona Lisa, I love you
in the trenches, a young Jew
I look at your picture as the mortars hit the sand
I look in your eye, you made me a  man

Aphrodite, can you hear my call
Aphrodite, don't let me fall
Aphrodite, do you hear the call
baby baby please don't let me fall

Queen Elizabeth, mark my words
I've almost been neutered, a nut to a squirrel
the end is near and my shoulder is sweeping
the sweat on my hands makes me kinda queasy

Queen Elizabeth, pushing me to the gallow
the hang man there with his rope
finding pills on the floor, must be dope
another lever takes my fall

Aphrodite, can you hear my call
Aphrodite don't let me fall
Aphrodite, do you hear the call
baby baby please don't let me fall

dave and darren

I don't even know where to begin.

Dave and Darren are real

Dave created it for me, smile, everything
and Darren was what i thought he would be.

FWD was the magazine.

I don't know how to explain what just happened.

Dave Parkinson III

in the town, where i was born

the land of the free
the lights at my door
the finger on my hand
the tools in the room
what room
your room
do you want milk
i can help you find it
3.5%
it's okay we can still be friends
but it goes both ways
left and right then left again
wondering
wishing
thinking
how to accomplish this task
there's three storylines to approach
how should i adapt it
escape the asylum
laughed off stage
crying yet laughing
tears of a clown
no more clowning around
shine your teeth up
giggle a little
hand stands and makeup
this will give them a thrill
or is it the circus
3 for 3
just give me my nitrous oxide
and i'll see you very well
lightbulbs flashing, taking pictures of latitude
kiss on the cheek
dancing cheek to cheek
don't get cheeky
to the land you live
silence is loud
please don't laugh at me
or me
or me
or me
or me
or me
especially him
himself as one
crying in the shadows
hey thats a nice coat
purple and green
he just do what he please