the shadow

the shadow
it haunts me in the middle of the night
i can't bear to stand it's weakness
it has become me
it has torn me into two different directions
the goal
the growth of a boy into a man
it changes my mind
the being has found it's way
find your way
and speak from the heart
each part of makes me tremble
in fear, in lust, in sin
my body is changing
la la la la la
songs in my head
they hear my every breath
unbreakable
misunderstood
no more playing games
my growth is of utmost importance
for I see men in women bodies
and women in men bodies
is this the soul? is this the spirit?
the mirror says thank you, but i disagree
cut your hair and don't shave
become one
out of 2, go bowling with the shoes
unconciously we thrive
speaking words of an unknown source
what lays behind our subconcious
is it the mind? or is it just air?
bowie is one. bowie. ground control
harmonize. repeat after me.
the face looks the same
and the body soul and spirit thrives in it's union
no break
not now
can't hold on.
just find me there when i can't compare
the sagitarrius holds the key.