lurch

i should get a job
i find solace in writing though so i do it instead
create a portfolio
nothing to hide
i enjoy writing and maybe one day i'll be real
dreary september
find yourself indoors
that's my next step
to find the odd doors of perception in the mind i know of as one
but where do we find ourselves
stuck underground, waiting for the time to familiarize my knowledge
i flail around the coast like a fish out of water
it's not a nice place to be when things were so bright for me
now darkness, i see no light, i see darkness in the dread of might
the night, so ready to flee away
but where will i go, what will say
i try to verbalize my mumbles and groans
it seems so hard in the time of reckoning
i try to be me, whomever that may be
don't you find me
alright baby
just knock knock
i'm lurch at the door