isolation?

isolation brings out the best of the universe
we are nothing, we are meant to be nothing and we will know that we are nothing
it's pure nihilist behavior, full force into a brick wall, leave nothing behind
because we do all die alone, that's the sad fact, no matter how much family you have with you
they are there to see you in your last state but they can't be what you are at that moment and they must accept that. that is the grace period of acceptance of death. it has to happen. and we can't stop it but where do we go is the main concern, is there heaven? hell? purgatory? the inferno of Dante? the reincarnation of the east philosophy. where? I start to question this and i realize there is no answer...and there shouldn't be. that's what life is all about. the journey, not the destination. what i give you til now is just motion, a medium, a little piece of a lot of pie. I don't do this for fame, i do this for answers, so we can all share. I thought I was stuck, but that was all in my head. I have a place where i can live, i need a better place though, so these sprouts can blossom to their full potential. Is it too much to ask for? A place to be, to be free even though we are born in chains. Freedom has a price and, philosophically, we are all alive to interpret cause and effect.