By ruining my dreams she has made me long gone. I'm stuck in this house, doing fuck all and trying make something out of my life but i can't. Everyone hates me. They probably should but i'm doing this for you Hamilton. I want to save you, we can make art the new steel. We can rise up and take back the streets that were so caved into depravity.  These  are just ideas. Instead of catering to just a unique few, the believe in you fund should help those almost peaking into their individuality. My life sucks, but I want to see you happy Hamilton. I want to see a place where Sarcoa caters to an immense crowd of musicians, novelists and the students who are always wishing to learn to improve themselves. And the ones who need help get the proper treatment. I think they did a terrible job developing West 5th. There's no more room to grow the building, it's only centred to parking lots and shrubbery. There's no room for expansion and they should turn the auditorium into a locally owned theatre company ala Theatre Aquarius. I need help to get out of this place. This is my SOS..