stellas

i found both stellas
my mother god bless her crazy ways, "T"ina
and her mother Stefania "Stella"
and I drank the coffee and i talked and played pooled
and it was like the joker in batman
a gentle pat on the back
talking about ontology and thinking about the name of Sartre's first book
it broke
i forgot it and i won't remember until it comes to me naturally
i am my own encyclopedia

no whiplash cell phone or wiki krunk
if i don't know, i'll read til i learn
i broke it
and i can't unbreak it
it stopped
onto the other side
i can't feel my face
or neck or cheeks
i survived the other side for this long

paint the town grey or auburn just like her hair
my veins pump and i am ready to transform into myself
the real being
the entity
the veritas

haven't read the spec, but i will tomorrow
good ole NY Times in the spec, read it
we can quiz each other but i'll fail miserably and cry cry cry
are you talking to me or her?
are we both crazy? i love her but i loathe her but it's awesome
party time in an apartment drinking singapoor slings with meszcal on the side across from radius
i had oysters at radius, they should have paid me to eat them

well kid,
all you have is smile
well
sometimes thats all you need