moments

she calls
the wild called
she couldn't stop herself
i'm there to help but she can't stop
she's addicted to the pain
the mayhem, the mannequin
lost in her world
maneuvering herself around
money
wads and wads of money
he shows her
she drools
a better life
maybe a future
she's just so hopeless
stubborn
afraid
high
always high
never listening to a solution
her problems become mine
i ache
i need
i want
she makes me drool
i like it
no i don't
though
i can't stop listening