solo traveler

Solo
Traveler today

I'm by myself and i don't know why but I'm scared.
I'm scared for once. Terrified alone afraid distinctly obsolete
The wind blows at my back as the sun hits my eyes
but I have shades on, so its okay. I look like like a man you once knew
back in school, back in life, back in your shambles

what is grammar, for it is only worlds apart from speaking precisely
can't you help me for I am still in love
and she doesn't know me or notice me or love me to care
i see her once in a while, but I just can't speak when she talks
my mind gets caught up in love, swept off my feet, but i come off arrogant and asshole-ick
why can't i just say hello, tell her I'm alive now, wondering when you can honestly agree
i love your shades, your eyes so bright, it's all because I love you, do I sail in fright?