what was where

My mind so boggled

I find it hard to swallow

the time has glistened above the atmosphere of 20 clicks of energy when we speed by in our land roving machine vehicle. What is this vehicle you ask? For i do not know but i do know one thing this is some genius city/highway planning. And that was 60 years ago. We talk about the pyramids like they are godly. But there has been much greater progress in developing monuments from the center. Were the craters on earth here before us? Was our water supply here for just sustaining one life source, the mammal species, or are we just harbingers to another extraterrestrial lifeforms where we are being played at like pool in a galaxy so rich and dense. It's something to think about at least without getting all 1930 philosophical about it. I could definitely T.A.. 

The door to perception is in you.

Being. It's a thing.

Express More. livin in the city, 

Hamilton...for the preferred possibility.

justification of thought

bright light shines bright even though the sky is full of British bright little stars going back to work in progress in a speedo tumbling down the ocean side where love will flourish and she'll get pregnant and she'll say i do and you wander the streets on the second day of marriage wondering if you made the right choice but you did and you know that but then you have your doubts and once you experience nausea you're fully a man now congratulations. the good the bad and the ugly theme song when the Mexican stand off occurs and nice guy Eddie gets shot when he's not supposed to that changes everything but no one asked questions what a dog you say to your dog he's bigger than a chipmunk and be like the squirrel up and down the tree so fast but this one has a hurt leg and you take him home and feed him milk and bandage the wound and now he's okay for another 10 years watching threedee teevee hovering televisions and snacks attached to the teevee it'll happen maybe who knows who knows where we'll be in 10 years another galaxy a different realm we just have to wonder wander yonder the window makes a sound that says write more sounds make sense once you have identified them with a subject or item or personify them with a certain action or thing i know it doesn't make sense but it doesn't have to this

sound ACTION = type more ACTION therefore ACTION (sound) + ACTION (object) = IDEA or JUSTIFICATION of THOUGHT.

The sound could be something very delicate like wind blowing the chimes at your door while you read. Reading is another key factor in this scenario. Sit somewhere and just read for half an hour and notice all the sounds that are in your empty house or apartment. The creaking of the floor, the sounds of the tenant below or above you. Maybe the teevee is on in the other room and certain words are louder than others. The interpretation aspect is already chosen for you since you have already placed IDEAS with ACTIONS. You have already adapted the meaning of a sound or a word in a book towards any outer sound. There's so many levels you can go in this type of mind frame, it doesn't have to be a single word but an actual researched thought that is being seen as a signifier.

horseshoe

Why do these stories end up in a casino? You may wonder. Well, Gambling is the oldest past time in the world, From Macau to Bangkok and Brazil to the USA. The joy of betting, raising and the feel of the felt and the cards is addictive. Dostoevsky wrote a short story on it once, mostly about roulette in Russia. I don’t gamble anymore, just smoke my cigarettes and drink my Americano. And that’s where Wilbur comes to fruition. She is my bankroll. The more I watch television the more the flow gets in my mind. How television works, how the mind works, there's action and then there’s downtime. Speed plus information. It’s how the human mind encounters day to day reality.  Hell, I’m only at 6000 words. Let’s get back to the narrative.

Why am I here again?

I saved your life remember. So technically you work for me now. I almost choked on my croissant. Now why would I have to ensure you my servitude, technically I don’t owe you anything, you saved my life that you have already stolen from me. Why should I even trust you? I don’t even know your M.O.

But I need you, don’t you understand. Each of us are crucial for the greater plan. The electric shuffle. The Iconic Prince.  Two perceptive of mind. How could I be so compulsive. Dragged into some spy authority. There is no way out of here except accidents. That’s what they call them here. “Accidents” and it happens more than you think. Ladrios didn’t have a chance, Wilbur was sure of it and she wanted to prove her “no bullshit” empire by eliminating him. Show to the rest of us that we have balls enough to look death in the face and laugh. I saw a picture once of a man laughing. I thought the wrinkles of his face made art no matter what. That face was Jackson Pollock’s and I’ll never forget it. 

tell tale heart

i live to be a loner
the rap song spoke in my mind
tranquility of reason
method over mind

breaking through thou mold
in a speak easy with Lois Lane
she wants to have kids
but she's not my girl, you see

i open my ears and i hear the choice
the verbs in my head, the broccoli in my tummy
forever Jung spoke of this
Freud did actually, but i'm past Freud now

i read 5 books at once, just a couple pages each time
then the next one and so on
that's the secret, well, my secret
i know you need this, Hamilton could be the epicenter of knowledge

epistemology we can do it
except shipping our resources to Toronto
make them want hamilton
with 5 hotels and condos

it's all coming together
something big is near
something happening downtown
i see film locations

the studio being built
or maybe i'm just crazy
or maybe, just maybe, i'm the perfect fit

less than zero

duel swordsmen fight beyond battalion ways of evermore more than less than zero write a book about prison tears shudder punches landed where do you fight in the bedroom by the dresser did you forget about love or what it means to you about ways of mercury in your thermostat i can't believe it makes you crazy or does it with Jekyll and Hyde and the three stories by Poe and over 31 by Shakespeare in rags in rage debonair clothing for Bonaparte the king its maidens and jury and launch pants to commercial trips to the moon, NASA warned you. but money trumps safety and no way whatsoever do we live by the executive order of a high rise fancy over towering place to kick pebbles off of it into the vast darkness but the momentum will please the velocity of energy which will fuel the Tesla the momentum i'll say it again you have to be ready when the time is drawn and you're looking at two aces and one of them is on fire and you wake up and it's all a dream a Lynch dream looking for blue velvet Pabst blue ribbon drink up your Heineken sissy boy Twin Peaks is better they made a new version no one knew about on a channel we all watched X files even better the Truth is where, out there. my nails are too long, not the ones on the wood but the ones on my hand how cheap are the suits? cheap suits. childhood in front of a television and super punch out and Mario brothers looking for the princess he will never find maybe she's in the next castle blahhh telephone numbers etched on the desk are getting clutter and i'm losing track la vida loco more blahs to even out other blahs wondering why there's so much three b's out the bs or b's report card gets you a comic book except it's the one no one heard of like some coyote uncle dance table reporting for class if she can wake up early enough in the morning the mind boggles me and i have watched the news lately i better get on that if my accuracy is correct i sleep in openings and you saved me enough to get a cheeseburger, i was out of control and you saved me one cheeseburger was all enough and you let me have it one day kid you'll understand my brother's keeper for the brother i never had he plays tennis i heard mighty good at it too two times two is four and the pie is getting cold on the window sill your belly is getting big i know and i'm working on it c'est la vie french kisses in the morning and it wakes me up for the day my baby loves me my other baby loves me i have one and love two many the connection is open just find the jumper cables and we'll batmobile outta here vroom vroom

short stream

frankly my dear i don't give a damn except when your watch is stuck on the roulette wheel that you never play but felt lucky on 33 and it was 32 instead and now you are your back falls back into the seat ordering margaritas by the bucket full no drinking aloud alpha beta mind fuck matrimony after high school then baby factory after that wahhhh wahhh i'll have one one day and i hope he's something i wasn't a contender instead of a bum which is pretty much what i am it's too cold to be outside in this weather and i noticed that we all wear the same part time parka in the windiest of daybreak call me what you will but i'll stay strong let the people decide my head on the chopping block the masked face executioner looking down at me as he sharpens his blades this will only take a minute a man's life in a minute what can be said only analysis will prove and the executioner is about to swing but wait a second, Jesse James and his 6 shot appear in the wrong time period and shoot the man down he unravels my bonds and we're sliding to America on the next train flying I'm sitting beside some French girl, says she knows me well I don't believe anything anymore except one person and chump change let the decisions be equal let your sorrows dry your tears don't make the same mistake i did or you'll never be able to break out out of moisturizers and lip stick and blush and make up you're beautiful without all that you're beautiful to me this is my message to you